Jeez. I just don't know. I'm feeling so frustrated. Actually that's me trying not to be dramatic.  I'm boiling mad!

I talked to my agent today. There is ANOTHER problem with my house sale. It's not the loan officer this time. It's not the buyers agent this time. This time it's the appraiser. I just can't express to you how annoyed I am. No one can be held accountable. They can be incompetent and not be held accountable. They can cost me time, money and lost opportunity but get paid anyway.

The woman who is buying my house is a neighbor. She is a nice woman and I like her and her family. That's probably the only reason I continue to put up with all the crap. It's not her fault.

That said, I've set some conditions with my agent and on Friday I may pull out of the deal. I don't want to. I want to get on the road. I do not want to be driving south in December. I don't want to miss the meetup then. I've already missed one event I paid for so..... Grrr! I'm so frustrated. I'm not sure what to say except that I WANT SATISFACTION. I want someone to pay! I want people to see that the buyer and I are both being played without regard to our situations. They will all make money from this sale not caring one iota about what they have put us through.

Am I being too dramatic?

We wrote up a contract back on August 14th. This is simply outrageous. The thing is, if I back out of this deal on Friday, I may not make it south this winter. I had a backup offer but that person has moved on. Who could blame them. I've asked my agent to contact that person and others who showed interest earlier to see if they might still be interested. Best case scenario: I'm set back by 4 to 6 weeks. Worse case: January or February.

Ahhhh!!!!

I getting tired of writing about this so I'm going to call it quits. I'm feeling a little defeated. I thought writing about this woudl help but I don't think it has. I will say one thing. I will make it south one way or another.

Hey universe! I don't care what you want of me or how many blocks you put in my way. I am in charge of my life, not you. Screw you!! I'm going to do what I want. Do you hear me? I'm in charge!