Sooo frustrated!!

It looks like the closing on my house is delayed again. If I dump the deal, it could delay my departure by weeks. Ahg!!  So I'm sticking with it for now... but I so want to end this thing.

I'm trying to remain calm. I'm trying to tell myself that everything will work out. That there is a reason for all this. I'm trying not to be sarcastic.  That's my fallback position; that and anger.

One of the reasons I want to be on the road is that I want to deal with my anger. I need to be with myself and with others who understand that doesn't mean I want to be a hermit. I want to walk/drive away when people are getting to me.

Gotta go. Time to feed Elvis. Thank goodness for him.